Numerology/Astrology for 6/26/20

6/26/20 is the number 9. If you add the 6 + 2 + 6 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 18.
1 + 8 = 9.

The karma that we came here learn and experience has a high cost. That cost is paid in energy, time, effort, and the risk that if you fail to learn the lessons that karma dictates you are trapped in a repeating cycle of energy until you do. Completion comes when you learn those lessons in life that are required of you. Resisting learning any lesson that presents is a problem, because the universe literally says to you, “Okay, so you did not get that message, let’s try this again another way.” And life will continue doing that until you begin to see that something is repeating. Once you have that awareness, then you can potentially begin to make necessary shifts to alter your karma by changing your actions. Once you understand the lesson and why you keep getting the lesson, then you move past the reactive places of karmic suffering and into the clarity, calmness and awareness that signals karmic completion.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

With the Moon in Virgo, stabilize those things (including yourself) that are feeling out of balance and unstable. Sometimes that means to take a pause, mentally, emotionally, and physically. There is great fear happening right now in the world. A fear of really just being still. A fear of what will come up in your psyche if you stop distracting yourself with all the projects and side-tracks. While the projects have allowed us to slow down and get into a new rhythm, now that rhythm is changing again. That is because so many planets are either preparing to go retrograde, are retrograde, or are shifting into direct motion. We are being asked to adjust again but this time we are being asked to go deeper. In life, no matter what you want or think you need, the universe will continue to ask you to go deeper. The universe is coaxing all of us to improve, grow, and evolve.

The Moon and Neptune opposition intends to destabilize things and make us take care of things that are going to be necessary and essential. Details matter. Subtlety matters. Integrity matters. Kindness matters.

The Sun semi-sextile Venus today and this can lead to feeling as if you want one thing but think you should be doing something else. Try to not let this get you pulled off course. You are being pulled in more than one direction. The result is indecision and tension. Take a break. Go for a walk. Get some exercise. Take some stress off in a way that works for you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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~Suzanne Wagner~

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A while ago, I was hiking along the coast of Mendocino and there is a bowl over by the coast that is less familiar. It is by a small much older graveyard and you have to walk through that graveyard to connect to the trail. Instantly I felt something that made me feel as if I should be on high alert. The dead always have an electrical feeling on my body. They suck all the air out of the space and you can feel a type of gasping in your own chest as you attempt to breath.

There was this feeling that a female had frustration that people were walking over her grave, (notice that I said, her).

Instantly I slowed down and tried to look where I was walking. All the gravestones were from the late 1800’s and it was going to be practically impossible to not step on a grave in this area to get through this small and compact graveyard. I shifted my energy towards reverence, honor, and respect. I spoke kindly and gently to the souls buried there. Honored them for their courage and bravery to be in this place at a very rough and tough time. This was rugged coastline and most of the people were lumberjacks or associated with the lumber milling going on in this area. Also fishing was big. But these were souls that had hard lives in an amazing and beautiful place.

I told them that they had picked a beautiful place to be buried. Next to the ocean and where this bowl that was formed by water going into a weak area of the ground was slowly, over time, pulling out the earth and taking it into the ocean.

At this moment, I should tell everyone that I have a documented strange body. Not that such news should surprise anyone. There are many things very different about my physical container. But I believe that I designed it specifically to be able to do my job and to notice and feel subtle energy. There are many weird things but to keep it simple, one thing is that I have about twice the nerves in my body that you are supposed to have. Which makes perfect sense for me to be able to perceive the many subtle energies that surround all of us.

I notice nature deities, animals hiding, spirits walking around, and the dead. I honestly try to ignore some things that are not necessary to my job or my well-being. I also have my own guides that intend to protect me when necessary. And they do a stellar job repeatedly.

Because of all these traits, I do realize that others don’t have that same skill, nor do I expect them to notice the same things that I do. I have an engineering and scientific mind that has spent this life doing types of tests psychically. A type of checks and balances so I can recognize the various subtle messages coming in and make sure my intuitions and premonitions are as accurate as possible.

But back to the story and the dead.
There is a presence that is life that continues past this reality. Each of us are energy and energy changes form but it always remains.

Evil and darkness also has a specific vibration and feeling. Evil that infects people either temporarily or on a longer basis also has a specific frequency and feeling. You can also sense those whose particular peculiarities and beliefs make them suspectable to being deceived, controlled, and manipulated by darker forces.

There are moments, such as this, and for anyone that is sensitive (there are many out there that are), that are noticing so much on so many levels that it becomes energetically overwhelming and when things hit a critical threshold, it can zap you to the point to collapse.

The energy happening in this world at the moment is greater than anything I have every encountered.
I have been training and strengthening my psychic muscles my whole life. There is no way that I can ignore the strongest wave of darkness that I have ever encountered. I have sorted energy so much in my life and I am very clear what is darkness and what is light. The only way you can have such clear discernment is to have embraced both your light and dark sides first. Only through full integration can you actually recognize both. If you have not really navigated your own inner darkness you will not be able to see the darkness in others.

~Suzanne Wagner~