Numerology/Astrology for 4/9/15
Today we are in the number 3. Optimism abounds with Jupiter finally moving forward and it feels as if your attitude has turned from “Oh, no, not again!” to “I think I can!” As you feel better you will be more encouraging to others and you take a much less confrontational attitude. There is a brilliance that comes forward in a free form style and you feel more energy giving you the ability to manifest what you want with less effort. The Gods seem to favor you right now and you can see that Divine spark in everyone and every thing. Remember that if you have what you desire now what are you going to do with it all. Conquering something is only one step. Creating structure that helps you manifest permanence is quite another. The Moon is in Sagittarius all day. The Sun and Mercury are nearing a conjunction in Aries. Projects or ideas birthed in mid-February might finally bear fruit. You will feel especially sharp, communicative, and open with a Sun-Mercury conjunction, as your wants are aligned with your thoughts. Typically, it’s a favorable time for solving problems. What you say or write now has impact. So make a list and get those things out of your head and on to a paper. While this is a highly mental and objective influence (very much a light bulb-over-the-head energy) both Mercury and the Sun are in minor difficult aspect with Saturn, and there can be some pessimism or a sense that you might not get what you want. Let go of that thought and agenda, as tomorrow will reveal another possibility.
“Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or ill.”
Always feel and move from your core essence, regardless of others fears, overwhelm, or opinions. Learn to be loyal to your ideas and intention. Lean what friends are worth being loyal to and who you should stick with through thick and thin. Betrayal is a terrible feeling that create situations that have a long shelf life. You can always do what you need to do from a place where you are not betraying another or throwing them under the bus. Life is never about “you” or “them”. It is always about going towards truth. How can others support you if you do not tell them what is your hearts desire? But when you say one thing and people are depending on you, then out of your own need and fear of loosing them you with-hold the truth, do what you want, and dump them in the soup, that type of betrayal creates karma for you regardless of if it was your truth or not. Karma manifests when you are not authentic in each moment. It still creates karma if you (in the end) do what is true but have not allowed that truth to be an ongoing emerging process that allows for the understanding and trust of others to support you on that journey. If your fear of loosing one thing made you not tell the truth while you grabbed for another and you did not trust those that loved you to understand and did not believe that they would support your heart, you were moving in fear and lack and that is a type of karma that you will have to learn from. Those that really love you deserve the chance to move with you through energies and processes. Look today to see who and where in your life you have cut and run rather than told the truth and allowed the process of love to support you. Notice when you did not allow the energy of love to infuse your life fully because of your fear of not getting what you wanted. What is sad is when you recognize that someone did not love you enough to tell you the truth that was in their heart. Instead they hid that truth and worked below the surface and what they were presenting to you was a false self. What always hurts the most is when someone you loved totally did not trust you with their deepest heart, their needs and desires, and did not have faith that the love you shared could weather it all.