Numerology/Astrology for 4/10/19
4/10/19 is the number 8. Understanding why things repeat and the patterns that have cast shadows over your life is essential for finding the maturity we all seek. While I understand that desire to live in the moment and flow from a spontaneous place, there are also moments when you have to step through habits and genetic patterns of your body/mind. Each of us is here to improve on the pattern. But many unconsciously continue the patterns (whether good or bad) of our genetic inheritance. Can you see which parent you modelled yourself off of? Can you recognize that patterns that are ripe to move into new places and spaces? We inherit patterns of fear, shame, guilt, insecurity, uncertainty, abandonment, and betrayal, not just physical characteristics. The way to shift them is to be hyper aware of them. In recognizing that you are acting like you mother or father in a bad moment you pull yourself out of repetition and into choice. Intense emotions of the number 8 either control you or you learn to manage them. You can’t really control them without the potential consequence of stuffing it in a corner and wanting to forget about it. That will always blow up in your face later. I prefer to manage them. Meaning that I give them a voice and listen to their perspective and allow it to be valid and true for them. But all perspectives do not get to manifest. You are the master of your subconscious if you will listen and pay attention to what it is attempting to tell you. Insights are always helpful though not always used in the format that they are given. You are the weaver of your destiny. You take what you know, recognizing that you cannot possibly have all the information, and you stay open to integrating the things and tools that you are lacking. In that way, you evolve and chose to not become complacent.