Numerology/Astrology for 3/11/15

Today is the number 4. Early today, a Venus-Neptune semi-square can point to fuzzy instincts about some of your old relationships, feelings, and the past value you have given things. Mars aligns with Uranus in Aries today, and then forms a square with Pluto. Uranus and Pluto are moving towards their final square, exact on the 16th. Let’s just say that Mars is energizing a lot of tension today. Be aware that frustrations may boil over. Just remember that I did warn you. With Uranus-Pluto, you want your freedom and independence (Uranus) on one hand, but you have a hard time letting go of your control (Pluto) on the other. Your temper can have a short fuse today. Especially if situations make you feel stuck, limited, restricted, or in the position to make a difficult decision. When Mars meets Uranus, you can be filled with a sudden desire to make things happen, and in the driven sign of Aries, this can’t happen soon enough. Resistance, confrontations, and conflicts that arise now pull up all sorts of emotional slush, and it would be wise to learn from these things. This is a powerful time for releasing your need for control, ridding ourselves from attachments that have been weighing you down, and letting change in. You honestly do not have the energy to waste anymore. Some people and situations just need to be released because holding on to them is killings you. The Moon is in Scorpio until 7:31 PM EDT, when it enters Sagittarius. The transition from possessive Scorpio to freedom-seeking Sagittarius mirrors some of the energy of the day. Today I laugh at how the numerology is attempting to counter balance the astrology. The astrology is all about tempers, upsets, and sudden conflicts with the realization that it is time to let something go. The numerology is counseling harmony, balance, the management of situations, justice and discipline. So let’s just say there is going to be a real tug-of-war between opposing sides of life. In the midst of the chaos and upset at least attempt to practice instinctual knowledge, try to stay awake to your own patterns, and stay constructive in your passionate expression. Okay, I know I am asking a lot. But being conscious is about taking responsibility for your actions. It is not what is happening that is the most important. What is important is how you respond to those situations. The energy wants you to fly off the handle, which you know is not the best idea. Stay focused and remain faithful to your highest self and that expression in the world.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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One of the things I learned is that when you fight for something you believe in and you tell the truth and you do your best, you can always hold your head up high and no one can take that away from you.

~Vanessa Kerry~
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At the end of this life it is all about telling the truth with the most authentic and vulnerable heart you can muster. Whether or not someone accepts your truth does not matter. It only matters that you tried to learn how to express your feelings and emotions. In my life I have been surprised that when felt I was being the most real, and the most raw was when I was given the reflection that my truth was incorrect or not valid. I know that feeling of shock when you feel as if you have been skinned alive with vulnerability and someone you thought that loved you not only dismissed your feelings but they then told you that your feelings were wrong and that theirs were the only true reality. There is nothing quite like that moment. Thank goodness I had teachers tell me that what you feel is not really real, what you think is not really real, and that your body is not really real either. They would remind me that you are a soul inhabiting a body. It was only from that perspective that I could let go of the hurt. Because that means that this whole thing is a dream. And that means that the other person’s perception is also not real. We are each living in our own bubbles of perception. We need to have our bubble be true because then that validates our choices and decisions. And on one level that is true because each of us is working out a particular set of karma and those lessons require certain actions and reactions to get the full understanding of the lesson. So your bubble is true and my bubble is also true. Enlightenment comes when you can hold both positions equally. One is not more correct. It is just that yours is correct for you and mine is correct for me. That is place of acceptance. That is the truth and that is how you let go of hurt and give permission for others to have their journey.
~Suzanne Wagner~