Numerology/Astrology for 1/7/19
1/7/19 is the number 11/2. You feel the conflicts inside that have not yet healed. You know that you want to be the highest reflection of who you are. And yet, you are plagued with your own duality. You feel the sheer humanness that is inside that is still wounded and hurt. You have worked to let it go and while you have made progress, you have had triggers show up again that indicate that you are still in conflict. While it is disheartening, it is also the only way you come out of denial and discover the truth of your own experience.
Life is designed to hurt. Life is designed for pleasure and joy. Life is designed to be a multi-dimensional experience in feeling. And that means all feelings not just the ones that give you joy. But the ones that you need to experience to find a balance within. Negative things happen to remind us of past life injuries that have yet to heal. We get bumped around in the duality in order for us to notice what is true. It takes great energy to manifest illusions that hide the truth. And it is a waste of precious life energy.
While it is hard to admit the truth of our own hurts and experience. It is also critical to come to terms with knowing who you really are in this life and who the soul is that is inhabiting this body.
Bringing the two together is a great joy and causes an expansion of energy when the resistance to truth dissolves under the power of a soul’s desire to awaken.