Numerology/Astrology for 12/5/18

 

12/5/18 is the number 10. Change is the name of the game when the number 1 shows up. You have to understand at moments that change is the doorway. And while familiar is comfortable, it is not always what is for your greatest growth. Sometimes we need to be challenged to find the edge that has eluded us. Someone has to be brave enough to leap out of the known into the void of creation. Every person that comes into our life shows us something. Every person brings with them a set of realities that we learn from by being in their presence. Every person shows us their bubble of reality if we are open enough to be able to let that in. The problem is that some people have places, edges, and situations that are not appropriate for us to track or are completely impossible for us to move into at times. We are here to show up to our life. It is not our job to show up to everyone’s life. That would be impossible. We are here to be the best person we can be, and we can never be what others want us to be. That is the great realization with the number 10/1. You can only be you. Expectations of others are the projections of our inability to take responsibility for their own life. In such a moment that person projects onto another what they need to find in themselves. That projection is a coat that will never fit because it belongs to another. What often happens is then that person becomes unhappy that you will not fulfil their expectations when in reality you cannot and should not. It is up to them to reclaim their disowned selves. Life is that journey to bring back home, all those parts and pieces that were broken and find a way to make this life into an expression of something honest and authentic.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

 

On Wednesday, the Sun squares Neptune. This might make you feel as if you are drained and have a lack of desire to work and/or a feeling that seems a bit spaced out. While external stuff may not work well, it is a perfect time to do internal work to better understand if you are on track with your higher vision and where you need to make adjustments to get them aligned. You might notice that your spiritual side is requesting things that might go against your external plans and goals. Sometimes you need more internal insight to make the external a reality. Figuring out how to incorporate imagination into spirit makes you sometimes feel uncertain. That is because our spiritual side is not logical. But there is a pattern that flows within the chaos of creativity.

The theme for the next few days is about winding down and becoming more appropriate in your life. There is a minor square between the Sun and Uranus suggesting you have an urge for action. Yet, you do not know where to begin or where your intentions will lead you.

The Moon continues its journey through Scorpio unto this evening, at which point it enters Sagittarius and supporting your desire to expand things to make them bigger and better.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

Dear outsiders,
even the most beautiful of
wildflowers are considered weeds in
the wrong gardens. What another
thinks of you does not dictate your
value.
~Beau Taplin~

 

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There are moments when I know others view me as that weed above in the poem. I decide to grow in a place that they do not want me to grow. And I plant deep roots so that regardless if you pull me up … I return again and again. I want to show you that your perfectly manicured garden lacks heart and soul. It lacks wildness and freedom. It lacks diversity and fun. That which mankind so carefully creates is not always aligned with the natural order of life. We want to pretend that we have control over the chaos that is life. But that is a lie. We have sometimes temporary control over things and with a lot of effort and time we can cultivate a fabricated world that is to our egos liking. But the moment we are gone what remains? Over time slowly that which cannot adapt to the environment without being coddled dies off and what remains is what are the small echo’s of what was. I remember coming across an old dilapidated cabin in the Colorado highlands, placed picturesquely in a meadow by a lake. The cabin had collapsed but one wall stood tall. When I went to that back wall, there stood the largest rhubarb plant that I had ever seen. Easily over a hundred years old. Clearly planted by the settler for food. And it was also still holding up the wall of the cabin. Life supports the hardy souls. Life supports those that can adapt to the constantly changing environment. So how are you adapting today? Life is not going to hand you an easy path. Life is going to challenge you to find your footing and where you belong. And life is doing that to help you discover that there is always more to reach for. More to discover. And more to allow into your awareness.

~Suzanne Wagner~