Numerology/Astrology for 12/1/16
12/1/16 is the number 6. The number 6 calls out to the spirit of St. Hildegard to support you in your continuing journey forward in this life. Hildegard’s visions caused her to see humans as “living sparks” of God’s love, coming from God as daylight comes from the sun. Sin (dark energies) destroyed the original harmony of creation. And it was Christ’s redeeming death and resurrection that opened up new possibilities. What is dying within you right now? When you willing lay your old life on the alter of destruction that is how your soul is redeemed. Within you is that spark and it is up to you to figure out how to allow that spark to grow and expand so that it touches all those you love. While there is very forward-looking, resilient energy with us now, with Chiron stationary and turning direct today, there can be some emotional vulnerability. Emotional truths about matters you’ve been avoiding or confused about begin to emerge now and in the coming weeks. Expect these truths to not be comfortable but they serve to motivate you to take appropriate and potentially new action. Mars forms a trine with Jupiter today, and you are brave, direct, and confident. You are looking for new challenges today. This can point to taking action to improve yourself or better your life. Do your best to be optimistic and enthusiastic, certain that your actions will be well-received or will lead to better circumstances, and your positive attitude can attract winning situations now. Be careful because your more adventurous and competitive sides can emerge now.
“Life has a way to testing a persons will, either by having nothing happen at all or by having everything happen at once.”
The Chronicles of Narnia – The Resurrection of Aslan
What does your life stand for? What will be you legacy and what is it that others will remember the most about you when you are gone? When you die what will be the defining moment of this life that you will recognize as a moment when your soul shone through with such power and courage that it will give you the momentum to propel yourself past the domain of fear and into the next level of conscious expansion. I have said it before but I will say it again, that I believe we are all down here on this planet to learn to overcome fear. This dimension is filled with things that cause you to contract and to make you small. You are beings of light and love and it is your personal challenge to find out how to move through the fear that you have chosen with this DNA and this body in this lifetime. I was blessed that the guides and angels told me this when I was very young and that truth has been one of the guiding principals of my life. I recognized that I was afraid of everything. I was afraid of change, doing things wrong, having people be upset at me, disappointing others, failing, not getting to my goals, not being able to find my courage at the critical moment, etc.
I know that each of us have all these fears and have been working on finding ways to expand beyond the limitations the fear creates in our world. I remember going on my first fire walk and standing in front of the coals and asking for permission to walk. Now, you are not supposed to walk until you get a clear “Yes!” in your head. So over and over again, I walked up to the burning coals and even from 6 feet away I could feel my skin burning and the heat choking the air in my lungs. And each time I stood there asking permission, the fire showed me the many places in life where I had not had the courage in the face of fear. Movie after movie of my life showed me the multitude of places that the fear had overridden the courage inside my soul. Each time I could see the collapse and shame from not being able or willing to stand up for someone or something. Even when I knew what was right, there were moments I failed to show up to my potential again and again. And because of that others got hurt. Others suffered because of my unwillingness to stand up and speak the truth and to be a beacon of love. Each of those moments were tests from the divine and God to help be find courage to do what was right over what was convenient. The lesson was to listen to my heart and the deeper principals of life and love over the words of others or following the herd mentality.
Finally, there was a moment when something shifted inside of me. And now, I spoke in my mind to the fire and I said, “I am going to walk across this fire even if you burn my feet. I am not going to allow fear to define this life for me.”
And then I heard the fire say, “Then walk.”
And I walked across those hot coals and I remember that it felt like walking across popcorn. No heat, no pain, just the sensation of walking on popcorn.
When I got to the other side I had a revelation. Nothing on this planet is designed to hurt you. If fire will not hurt you then everything in this reality is just an illusion. It is like we are in a big holodeck (like on a spaceship).
In that moment I understood how gurus could sit and meditate in the middle of crocodiles. How your perceptions add to and help co-create this world in which we live. Where we are in agreement is where the world appears to be consistent. Where we are different is where we fight and create conflict. And even within that reality, each person is actually in their own bubble of perception which clouds their judgment and shapes their world and therefore their reactions, struggles, and responses. This is an amazing world in which we live. I believe that this world was designed perfectly for each person to learn to work through fear.
The fear of this dimension is never going to go away. What will happen is that you will finally see through the illusion of your own fear and step out of this reality completely. This is a world that creates war and conflict. This is a world that creates suffering and pain. When you begin to awaken you understand that and then you have a choice. That choice is to look at what you are willing to do that will define your soul as to what you stand for. Are you willing to confront how the external reflects your internal state of being and find the courage and strength of your soul that exists in the domains beyond fear. If you are afraid of this dimension just think how terrifying all the others will be once you move beyond this experience.