Numerology/Astrology for 11/18/15
November 18^th is the number 10. A new way is calling to your heart. A new place of personal power is opening you to shift some critical thinking patterns which are not only old but useless in this evolving reality. You do not live in the time of your parents or grandparents. This world is beyond anything our relatives (a hundred years ago) could have imagined. Why do we think some of the old patterns that worked a hundred or over 2000 years ago would completely apply or work within this amazing world that we now live in. I understand that there are core principals of behavior such as loving others that are essential to all times and places but there are other beliefs and patterns that we no longer have reference points for that made sense way back then but now with the passage of time those meanings have been lost and twisted into distorted patterns that create suffering rather than create uplifting spiritual wisdom. Today, it is time to pull out the old landscaping of your reality and begin with a fresh look and approach to your life. The question to ask is what is essential to your spiritual progression? In all spiritual journeys you have to step away from the familiar and find the truth yourself, alone, and out there in the real world. With strong Neptune energy today, you may have a hard time focusing long enough to really tackle a task. Neptune, the planet of illusion, is stationary direct this morning. As it finally gets moving forward there are going to be some big changes in your life. Now and in the coming few weeks, many of the illusions you have been holding onto are seen for what they are. Confusing situations become clearer and your creativity has the potential to soar. It is time to apply your creativity in the real world. Instead of thinking of this period as a time of disillusionment, see it as a time of illumination — when the path becomes increasingly more honed and clear. You have more faith in your own dreams and visions, rather than in others, or in old belief systems. You begin to seek inspiration from external sources. Today as Neptune stations and before it finally moves forward, there can be some mental fog. The Moon is in Aquarius all day, and you are attracted to the unusual, extraordinary, and unconventional. Independence, equality, and freedom are vital to feeling emotionally satisfied with this position of the Moon. This will give you the interesting and unusual energy to think outside the box and become the innovator that you need to be as you move forward into this new and uncharted territory. Remember, we are preparing for this Saturn/Neptune square that is coming up and the tension is going to increase as we approach the first one on November 26th, 2015. In total there will be three of these. The other two are June 17, 2016 and September 6, 2016. These squares are all about dissolution of structure. Neptune is a big planet and it is much larger than Saturn so in the battles of mass and energy, Neptune wins just as water eventually wears down any solid structure. So regardless of the strength and wisdom of any structure it has the potential to be taken down all the way to its base under this influence. Old traditions that have loss touch with reality and with where humanity is right now are going to have to change. If you have been living in a drug induced stupor for a long time that also is a delusion that is going to have to change. With Saturn in Sagittarius it is bringing up all our beliefs and philosophical frameworks. It makes you question what you believe and why. This astrological aspect is finally forcing everyone to discern the difference between fact and fiction, fantasy and reality, and truth from bigotry. What I find wonderful is that this aspect is so strong that a major shift in belief is happening all over the planet and if religion is to survive it must shift a major part of its reality out of creating patterns that cause harm, suffering, and making one group right and one group wrong. For that I am grateful. I call out to the hearts and souls who know that regardless of who you are, your skin color, race, ethnicity, or religion…….we all love, we are all human, and we all need to work together. It is time to build some new structures that are not based on dogma but based on a heart centered understanding for all of life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Give but don’t allow yourself to be used.
Love but don’t allow your heart to be abused.
Trust but don’t be naive.
Listen to others but don’t lose your own voice.

~Wild Woman Sisterhood~

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Look and see what others present and recognize the inconsistencies.
Listen with clarity and discern bigotry hidden behind perfectly placed words.
Read between the lines and judge not based on what comes out of someone’s mouth but on their actions.
Recognize hatred when it shows itself and confront those still in delusion in ways that are effective in awakening them to their own distortion.
But also recognize that there are those that will never change what they believe.
There are those that are so attached to being right that they will kill others to protect their most cherished delusions.
There are those that will hide their heads and fall back asleep into the numb reality of their mental patterns of comfort.
It is up to each of you individually to confront those who have become “comfort monsters”.
“Comfort monsters” want their comfort, routines, and rituals that they have been doing redundantly forever.
In doing that they have denied their innate humanity and heart to do it.
Hate cannot exist when love is present.
When those in charge perpetuate hate, bigotry, and make themselves more special or better, they have chosen to live in their mind over their heart.
They have chosen to listen to ancient words that they do not actually understand over supporting life, love, and connection.
When these people allow their actions to be dictated by mental projections of self-created rules and those rules hurt, harm, and cause suffering they all have become monsters.
Look inside to where you harbor a “comfort monster”.
Within all of us are the seeds of monstrous potential that can explode at any time.
Now more than ever it is essential to own where you have been unwilling to wake up to the delusions in your own reality.
As you choose your heart knowing over your mental patterns of comfort you begin to come into the real world.
Remember, Morpheus saying: “I didn’t say it would be easy, Neo. I just said it would be the truth.”
The truth is staring you right in the face.
Do you have the courage to face it?
Do you have the internal trust of your heart connection to step out of the mental prison you have been living in?
Are you ready to face the real world with the vulnerability of your authentic self and be willing to live your truth rather than just talk about it?
Are you willing to let go of the safety of your spiritual community if you have outgrown it?
The first doorway to consciousness is self-love.
The second door is aloneness.
You have to be willing to stand alone.
But what you find is that when you leap off the stone tablets of your past is that there are many others that have leaped with you.
~Suzanne Wagner~